85. Daydreaming about me

's over. You're giving me a headache." Fu Mingxiu paused a little impatiently and looked at Lin Yu-Jing. "where did you buy that lemon pie last time"Lin Yu looked at him blankly: "Ah""that lemon pie."...Shen Yu is so obsessed with his book that Lin Yu never thought of it.

but it is not incomprehensible to think about it. After all, this person is too lazy to write more than two words on a big paper, but is willing to sign his own name on each of his books. Maybe he will pay special attention to something that "belongs to me".

but that doesn't stop her from getting angry.

Lin Yu was so surprised that he didn't want to talk to him any more. He rolled over and covered himself with the quilt and got ready to go to bed.

she hasn't slept well these days, and the wound is jumping and hurting without taking painkillers. She can't sleep, so she's tired, squeezing her hand, patting her, and distracting her.

now the little girl slept soundly, and the smile on her tired face faded.

he leaned back in his chair and looked at her quietly.

thick eyelashes covered, lips pursed, frowning slightly.

Shen raised his hand, the tip of his finger fell on the center of her frowned brow, and gently rubbed it from top to bottom. He sighed low, bowed his head and kissed her fluffy eyes: "fool."

Lin Yu is surprised at this little girl. She usually looks at her with too many eyes, and sometimes she is really stupid.

how could I not want to go to her

went crazy to find her every day.

when Luo Qinghe left, Shen Yu did not know what he was doing for a long time after he came back from abroad.

lived for nearly 20 years, didn't hold on to anything, didn't succeed in protecting anyone, and finally met someone he liked, and he lost him.

I have never seen anyone live such a failed life.

I don't know how long it took him to go to Huaicheng.

it's not difficult to know where Lin Yu went. Huaicheng No. 1 Middle School is a fully closed management mode. Shen Yu crouched by the wall and smoked up a box of cigarettes that day, leaning against the outer wall of a middle school.

the bell rang for the end of class, and there was a voice of students talking behind the high wall.

Shen Yu wondered at that time whether one of these voices belonged to her, sandwiched among hundreds of voices, and the voice was soft and slow.

whether she has a new deskmate, whether they will chat after class, or whether she will coax people like coquettish behavior when she asks him for help, she looks cold and impatient without saying a few words.

she has always been impatient. I don't know if she can hold on until after the college entrance examination.

can you give it back remember him.

Shen Yu feels like a psychopath. Knowing that he can't see her, he is still away from her, thinking that she doesn't have every detail of his new life.

the bell rang for class, and the other end of the wall returned from noise to silence. Shen took his last puff of cigarette, put it out, and stood up.

wait a minute.

there is nothing that can't wait. He has patience and time. He believes her when she says she will come back.

she walked up to him and tied her back, and the meaning between the two is completely different.

anyway, I can't get away. I broke in. I can walk wherever I want to come to my tired place.

he couldn't say these words to Lin Yu.

Shen Yu is more or less male chauvinist, and he doesn't want to surprise Lin Yu that he is fragile and hypocritical. He is a man, and he has something to say and something to keep in mind-

Lin's leg injury is not so serious that it hurts his bones and muscles, and the stitches can be removed more than ten days later. It is impossible not to leave a scar, but her skin fits naturally and recovers well, and the doctor also says that it will not be obvious if she keeps it well and uses anti-scar ointment.

is that the position is difficult, and it is easy to pull when moving or walking.

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but it was too late for her birthday, and finally she spent her eighteenth birthday in the hospital.

on the day he was discharged from the hospital, Shen Yu saw Yan Heng again.

Gu Xia helped Lin Yu to pack up his things inside. Shen Yu stood outside the ward, waited for a while, and Yan Heng came out.

Shen straightened up and looked at him.

Yan Heng smiled: "know you are waiting for me, want to talk"

tired and silent.

Yan Heng tilted his head. He was in his forties. He was so well maintained that he could hardly see any signs of age. His temperament was mature and gentle.

he thought for a moment and asked, "did Lin Yu Jing tell you about her previous situation"

Shen paused and his eyes were dark: "No."

"then I have to protect the privacy of my patients," Yan Heng said patiently. "since she didn't tell you, I'm afraid I can't tell you anything."

although there has been speculation before, when I did hear Yan Heng admit that he heard the word "my patient", Shen was still a little stiff.

Yan Heng looked at him all the time, his eyes were gentle and sharp, and for a while he sighed.

"these are the answers I can give you as his psychiatrist, but I am also selfish. I like that child very much," Yan said. "as her elder and friend, there are some things I still want you to know."

tired and silent.

for a long time, he gave a "hmmm", his voice a little hoarse: "you say."

"Lin Yu showed a little sign of mild depression after he went to Huaicheng for some time."

tired fingers shrank unconsciously, their tips pinched into the palm of the palm.

"her mother brought her to me at that time, because she found it in time, and she understood her situation very well, and she was more cooperative. She took the medicine for a period of time and adjusted it for another year, but now it basically has no effect." "

" in fact, you should have found that she sometimes thinks negatively and habitually escapes. This kind of problem is not caused by one or two days. Many of her previous thoughts, including love and family affection, are very negative. She is very stubborn, a lot of things she identified, you can not break her thinking misunderstanding. "

Yan Heng looked at him: "so when I know that you exist and know that she is because you want to change and correct some of your paranoid thoughts, I am very curious about what kind of person you are."

.

Yan Heng talked a lot, and he spoke slowly and slowly, as if he were telling a story.

Shen leaned against the wall, almost masochistic, listening carefully to his details and process, cutting every word into his heart.

he suddenly remembered Lin Yu's dazed reaction when he mentioned what Nie Xinghe said in the ward.

she didn't feel tired at all and went to her on her own initiative.

after carrying it all by herself for so many years, she has long been used to doing things without relying on anyone. She will not ask for help, will not rely on, nor will she pin her hopes on others. In the frightened world of Lin Yu, there is no such possibility as "who will sacrifice something for her"

so she didn't complain, doubt, or even consider whether Shen Yu would go to her.

because no one is nice to her, she can't imagine what it would be like if someone was nice to her with all his heart.

when he was abroad, Lin Yu gave him a phone call. When the phone didn't get through, she felt so uneasy and timid that she wanted to escape and give up.

but she came anyway.

actively try to find him, get close to him, apologize to him and coax him to make up.him a scolding in the face when Shen came to look for him in the first afternoon class of his class."Shen Yu, what a **ing friend you are!" Standing next to the blackboard, he Songnan raised his hand...