Chapter 246 I love you

n living here all this time"Qin Jingwen had just sat down in a chair when Chu Yang started asking.He had many things he didn't understand and wanted to figure out, but he just never got the chance, an...Qin Jing wept softly, her voice so low that it would be carried away by the wind as soon as it left her mouth. Yet, even with such a quiet voice, Qiao Shunchen could still hear the pain in it. 。"No, what you're saying isn't good. " 。I'm not torturing you, I'm torturing myself. 。How could Qiao Shunchen torture her, how could he bear to torture her, she was his beloved woman after all. 。Then I'll leave, taking my children far away. You live your happy life, and we will never see each other again in this lifetime. That way, you won't torture yourself anymore. 。" Qin Jingwen didn't understand Qiao Shunchen's meaning. All she knew was that his every action towards her was like a rusty, dull knife. It couldn't kill her in one blow, but it made her ache all over with each cut. 。"No, you can't leave, you can never leave my world" 。 。If she leaves, he will become a walking corpse. If she leaves, his world will be devoid of color. If she leaves, his life will be meaningless. 。"So what do you want Do you get pleasure from seeing me suffer Is watching my pain the highlight of your life" Qin Jingwen suppressed all her emotions with great effort, afraid that if she let them out, she would wake up the two children. 。"I'm not happy. Since you left me, I haven't been happy. Only with you...""Qiō Shunchen, please don't say any more, don't shake my heart." 。I don't even know which of your words are true and which are false anymore. 。" Qin Jingwen finished speaking and took a deep breath, because even her breathing was trembling from crying. 。At this moment, she was filled with both sadness and anger. She wanted to yell at Qiao Shunchen, to end this ambiguous relationship once and for all, to live like a human being in front of him. 。 Qin Jingwen thought this way and did so. She reached out and pulled Qiao Shunchen's sleeve to a more secluded cloakroom 。After the closet door is shut, the sound insulation here is excellent. No matter how loudly she speaks, it won't disturb the children. 。"Come on, what do you want" 。What can I do to make you happy 。"Qin Jingwen finally raised her voice, finally able to angrily retort at him" 。When she looked into his pained eyes, her heart was lost again. 。There was no disgust in his eyes, no hatred for her. 。Although I'm not sure if it was concern or heartache, at least it wasn't that hurtful. 。"Be my woman, just like before" 。"Warm warm…" "

"Impossible, I can't do it"

" 。Rather than let me be your woman, kill me. 。"Qin Jingwen gave her answer directly. " 。That past life tormented her, plunged her into danger. She wasn't afraid of death, but she couldn't be selfish and only consider being with him without regard for the circumstances, without considering the feelings of their children and family. 。"You hate me that much" Qiao Shunchen said, even more pained. He knew his request was selfish, he knew it wasn't fair to Qin Jingwen, but he just wanted to be with her. 。"I don't hate you, I like you, I love you" 。< Qiao Shunchen, listen to me, I love you > 。Qin Jingwen cried out loudly, she finally couldn't control herself and said the love she had hidden in her heart. 。Although such love would be ridiculed, although such love would be ignored, she truly hoped Qiao Shunchen would let her go out of consideration for this love. She only wanted a simple life, that was all. 。 Qiao Shunchen was shocked. He never expected Qin Jingwen to love her. She clearly said she didn't love her, that it wasn't true. It must be otherwise Qin Jingwen wouldn't be so painful. 。"But you know, it's because I love you, like you, that I want to live with dignity in front of you, to live gracefully. I don't want you to see humility and contempt in my eyes..." 。" Qiao Shunchen, I don't know when I fell in love with you, but I've decided to forget you because we are impossible. " 。So I beg you this once, please don't treat me like this anymore, and let my world be a little more peaceful. 。Qin Jingwen cried with heart-wrenching pain, her sobs filled with despair. 。This time, she was even more humiliated in front of Qiao Shunchen. Would he ignore her love Would he trample on her feelings 。She couldn't care less anymore. Her life was already miserable, and even if Joe Shunchen trampled on her, there was nothing to fear. 。Qin Jingwen kept crying, but she didn't hear any response from Qiao Shunchen. Maybe her love was bothering him 。Qin Jingwen stubbornly wiped away her tears, forcing a strong facade and speaking. 。"I love you, but it won't affect you, it won't bother you, you can completely ignore what I say. " 。For the sake of our past friendship, and for the sake of the two children, please don't treat me like a doll anymore. 。After Qin Jingwen finished speaking, she turned to leave, but was tightly held back by Qiao Shunchen. 。"I don't, I have never treated you as a doll" 。I have never been afraid of you influencing my life. I have not looked down on you, nor have I disliked you. 。On the contrary, he also loved her deeply, an irrepressible love that he couldn't let go of. 。"Wenwen, no matter what I said before, don't take it to heart. Those weren't my true words." 。It was my lack of reason, my jealousy getting the better of me, that led me to say so many hurtful things to you. 。It won't happen again, never again. 。"Thank you for loving me, I will always cherish your love" 。Joe Shunchen's heart ached but also warmed, because Qin Jingwen loved him and that was enough. 。He never managed to express his love like Qin Jingwen did, and in the end, he still disappointed her. 。 Qiao Shunchen's words weren't what Qin Jingwen most wanted to hear. All she wanted to hear was that he loved her too. 。However, Qiao Shunchen only said some innocuous words. Besides disappointment, she felt nothing else. 。"This is my own affair, you don't need to thank me. Since you said so, just let me go." 。Qin Jing and Wen Xin were both trembling, only because of their disappointment in Qiao Shunchen. 。It seems like she could be sustained by a lifetime of strength from hearing him say "I love you", remembering it for a lifetime. 。But if he didn't have that kind of heart, how could he say such things 。 Joe Shun-Chen reluctantly let go of Qin Jingwen. Although he heard her say she loved him, he had a feeling they were drifting further and further apart. 。I always feel that Qin Jingwen making her feelings clear would make it easier to forget him. 。However, he selfishly didn't want her to forget him and wanted to stay in her heart forever. 。Qín Jìngwēn finally saw the truth at this moment, Jiāo Shùnchen truly did not love her. 。He said that everything he said before wasn't true, but Qin Jingwen felt that the words "I don't love you" were sincere. 。Give up, Qin Jingwen, forget about it, Qin Jingwen. You and this man are destined to be apart. 。Qin Jingwen made her heart strong, putting on armor for it, and she would never be hurt again. 。Qin Jingwen turned around to face Qiao Shunchen. There was no pain in her eyes, nor any trace of her former infatuation with him. There was only reason left. 。We all know that with children, it's impossible to cut off contact. 。Since we can't escape each other in this lifetime, let's just be friends. 。From now on, you don't have to hide from me. I won't feel awkward when I see you, and that will be good for both of us and the children. 。This time, Qin Jingwen turned and left. Qiao Shunchen didn't pull her back again. 。He had no identity, no reason to hold onto her. 。His premonition just came true, the distance between love and love is the greatest when interacting with friends as friends. 。The next morning, Qin Jingwen acted as if nothing had happened. She played with her children and communicated with Qiao Shunchen without any sign of pain or sadness. 。Only she herself knew that her heart had been sealed by her, wrapped layer upon layer with tape, leaving no gap. Her heart could never see Qiao Shunchen. 。Only then could she live a happier life, a more carefree one. 。A family of four went out to play, in the morning they went to Disneyland, in the afternoon they went to the beach together, and the next day they went out to sea with their two children again. 。The past two days have been blissful for Qin Jingwen. It's the bliss of amnesia, but it can only be indirect because people always have to face reality and wake up from beautiful dreams. 。On the third day, Qiao Zi Xuan's competition officially began. 。 Qiao Shunchen Qin Jingwen was with Half Moon in the stands, while Xuanxuan was seriously competing on the field. 。Looking at Qiao Zixuan's flexible control of the computer, seeing the seriousness in Qiao Zixuan's eyes, Qin Jingwen knew that Xuxu had wholeheartedly immersed himself. 。As I said before, ranking doesn't matter. What matters is his courage to face challenges head-on. 。Qin Jingwen hopes Qiao Zixuan will grow up to be an excellent person like Qiao Shunchen, a steady and introverted person, a smart and upright person. 。The competition was proceeding in an orderly manner when suddenly a judge walked up to Qiao Zixuan and stopped. 。He looked at Joe's proficiency in controlling the computer, and watched as his programs generated so quickly that he couldn't help but glance at the basic information next to him. 。A look of surprise flashed in his eyes, he was only over five years old, the champion of B city! 。At such a young age to have such skill, it must be either the teacher is amazing or the talent is incredibly high, or perhaps both. 。After five hours of competition, the game finally came to an end, and now we just wait for the results to be announced. 。The results will be announced at 3 p.m., Joe Shunchen arranged for Chen Shu to book a return flight at 6 p.m. 。Then the family went out for lunch. 。"Xuan Xuan, you're doing great! Mommy gives you a thumbs up." 。“

Qin Jingwen praised Xuanxuan, even though she didn't know the competition results yet, she knew her child needed encouragement

"Mommy, I'm a little nervous. I don't know if I'll win the competition this time." 。Joe Hsu held his chopsticks but had no appetite for his meal. 。"Why are you so tense" Qin Jingwen put a vegetable in Qiao Zixuan's bowl. 。"That judge stood beside me for a long time, he probably noticed I wasn't doing well" 。Mommy, do you know He seems to be the chairman of the judging panel for the competition. If he says my work is not good, I'm sure I have no hope left. 。“ Xuan Xuan was in low spirits, constantly thinking about that judge. 。Then Qin Jingwen countered, without rushing to comfort the child. "Xuanxuan's mom asked you, when that judge stood beside you, did you seriously do the program" 。"I’m serious, at the time I didn't consider his existence, my whole focus was on the competition. " 。”

This is something Qiao Zixuan can be sure of, being affected by the judges' emotions is something that happens after the competition

Then there's no problem 。Xuan Xuan, you don't need to worry, everything has two sides. 。You're thinking the chairman of the judges didn't like your work, but Mommy doesn't think so. Mommy thinks he really appreciates your work and that's why he was unwilling to move his feet and took a longer look. 。"

After Qin Jingwen found out the reason why her child was worried, she started to comfort him, which had a better effect. >>> 。"Really"Joe Hsueh's spirit seemed to lift a bit. 。dren haven't been very fond of Chu Yang, so Qin Jingwen didn't want to bring them over either. 。I've already ordered everything, I wasn't sure what Auntie likes to eat, so I basically ordered everythi...